Today I received the big news...not from CNN or Fox News...but from the ortho and oral surgeon....
How am I feeling about this? You'd think I would be happy, right? Nope. Not really. Instead, I'm freaking out because I had to start from square one on getting insurance approval. I hate to say it, but I was secretly hoping I might not be ready -- then the surgery hold-up wouldn't be on my end. But...of course...it is. Not my fault, of course, but a huge problem. And now a huge hold-up with my life moving forward. I feel worse that I can't give my employer a definite leave of absence date. Ugh.
I am such a type A -- I am having HUGE issues not being able to plan my life at the moment. I know as soon as I have a definite and new confirmation from my insurance company, and set an official date for surgey...I will feel much better. Till then...I'm sort of sick.
Thanks for letting me be honest. Not so much funny but true.